Young, foolish, reckless faith and ministry

Austin Gardner • September 10, 2022

We need to learn the preciousness of God's Word and worship.

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In the first church that Betty and I served, I spent nearly two years teaching through the book of Revelation for over an hour a week. 


Betty was very new to Bible study at that time. Yes, she had been to church and heard many sermons, but just taking the Bible and reading it verse by verse to understand its meaning was new to her.


We talked each week about how Jesus might come at any moment. In our first little duplex apartment, we never had any curtains. I didn't know the effect that prophecy preaching was having on Betty. 


The funny thing was that Betty was a seamstress. She could sew anything. She contributed to our family budget by making clothes for people for hire, of course. Remember, Betty sewed a tuxedo for one guy.


I never thought about why we didn't have curtains, but later, Betty told me she didn't want to take the time to make the curtains if we were leaving in the rapture that soon. So we lived in that house an entire year with no curtains, just sheets hung over the windows, all because of the imminent return of Jesus Christ to take us to heaven.


I was young. It was all real to me. I believed every word of the Bible. I still do! I studied my Bible for hours every day. We fully expected God to do what He said He would do.


I also would tell the young people in that first church that we had to memorize Scripture. I reminded them that many believers in Russia and China had no access to the Bible. Those persecuted Christians loved their Bibles. They memorized the Bible.


I didn't know much more than the things I heard preachers say. I had yet to travel hardly anywhere in the world to see for myself. 


I read about whole churches having one copy of the Bible. I read about them each getting to take a page of the Bible home for a week and then bring it back and swap it out for another page.


I told the young people of the secret underground meetings of believers where there was no religious freedom. I decided that we would experience services like that in our little youth ministry.


So I had them all memorize all the Bible that they could. They came to church, and we met in the basement. They staggered their arrival times. We met by candlelight. They were to enter quietly. We sang quietly. We shared Bible verses quietly. We prayed and preached quietly for fear the government would arrest us.


Each young person shared a verse they had memorized so that we could all hear from the Word of God. We prayed. We snuck out of our meeting and went home.


It was fun. It impacted the young people with the importance of learning and memorizing Bible. It caused them to pray for persecuted Christians around the world. 


When I finally started that first church, I was the pastor now. I could do what I had done as a youth director with a whole church. I foolishly decided to let my new adult church experience what it would be like to serve God in communist God-hating countries.


So in a week of meetings we were having. I told them some of the above stories. They enjoyed them. 


 Remember, this is 1977 or early 1978. I spoke with some young people from my previous ministry. I asked them to come on Friday night. I told them to bring guns, wear masks, break into the service and rough me up.


They were to be the communists breaking up the church service. Now I have told you repeatedly that I needed a mentor. Only an idiot would have done what I did. I am 68 years old, and I know I was dumb, but I wanted to wake our people up to the importance of the Bible and worship, as well as the fact that many Christians do indeed suffer persecution. 


The people in that first church were common people. They were good people, but I did clearly abuse them.


It was all over in 2 or 3 minutes, and then I preached on being persecuted for our faith. No one left, but there was a quiet coolness in the air.


The next day, Saturday morning, as I visited all of the church people, The people scolded me harshly. Several told me that they had no intentions of returning to the church. They didn't want to go to church where they might be hurt. 


I told them all weapons had been empty and open. One guy said I about bolted from my seat and beat them up. He was going to hit them over the head with a folding chair. Others said I have never heard or seen anything like that. I will not be back.


After hours of conversation, I didn't lose any members or attendees. I apologized profusely and told them I had learned my lesson. I had wanted to teach them a lesson but had learned one myself.


It was funny that the reaction given was we would not serve Jesus or go to church if it meant risking our lives. That had been the point of the entire exercise.


Now you know there are several lessons here.


We need to learn the preciousness of God's Word and worship. We have it easy. We like easy worship. 


If our government tells us not to worship, we will be quick to call off church services and not meet. 


Thank God the many believers in corrupt communist countries are willing to risk jail, loss of personal property, and physical abuse to worship and serve God.


Those people can see through the government's good reasons for churches not to meet. The Covid scare proved that many believers would rather shut the church down than disobey the government. 


We should appreciate our Bible and learn and memorize all we can.


We should be prepared to handle persecution if it comes again. It has already happened in our history. Our people, God's people, have suffered because of oppressive government oversight before and will do so again. 


Jesus is coming soon. It is time to return to preaching prophecy and studying what the Bible has to say about the return of Christ. 


Too many today have regulated Eschatology (the study of the last days, return of Christ) as an unessential non-important doctrine. It is not to be taught and is actually mocked by many "believers!"


I needed a mentor. No one has ever done more dumb stuff than me. No one has ever made more mistakes. They were made with a good heart and an empty head. 


Will you help young people be all God has called them to be?


I am fully prepared for you to laugh at my ignorance and ignore the lessons that might be applicable in this story. You will see a foolish young preacher who I was but not see that there were some great truths to what I was attempting to do.


Think about these things. Let them start a discussion. 


Get the whole story


Betty, the love of my life 1

The Call 2

Hay Day of my Life 3

"The bro zone!" Like a brother 4

A Giant Heart 5

The tractor ride 6

Never Really Dated! 7

Shocked & Surprised 8

Good News 9

Finding an acorn 10

Scared my dad! 11

Send that hillbilly hiking 12

Who's chasing who? 13

Betty meets my grandmother 14

The longest summer ever 15

Reckless Redneck 16

Honeymoon 17

Separated for the first time 18

We are going to make it 19

Our first ministry 20

We needed a mentor 21

A Mother's Jealousy 22

My sister wanted to marry me 23

Holidays as a Married Couple 24

"Baby Fever" Hits 25

Beauty Sleeping 26

Our First Fight 27

We held Willie B. at gunpoint till the cops arrived 28

The Day Finally Came 29

Learn Some Gun Safety 30

God's Calling on our Lives 31

First Attempts at Soul Winning Evangelism 32

Proud Dad 33

Learning to Give 34

My First Drink of Alcohol 35

Our Next Big Fight 36

Redneck Rubs Off On Betty 37

A Tale of Mice and Women 38

In it together 39

A daughter is born 40

Thrills and pain of being a dad 41

I needed a mentor 42

Give and It Shall Be Given 43

Childish, even Foolish, Simple, Faith 44


Fe y ministerio joven, insensato e imprudente


En la primera iglesia en la que Betty y yo servimos, pasé casi dos años enseñando el libro de Apocalipsis durante más de una hora a la semana.


Betty era muy nueva en el estudio de la Biblia en ese momento. Sí, había ido a la iglesia y escuchado muchos mensajes, pero simplemente tomar la Biblia y leerla versículo por versículo para entender su significado era algo nuevo para ella.


Hablamos cada semana acerca de cómo Jesús podría venir en cualquier momento. En nuestro primer pequeño apartamento dúplex, nunca tuvimos cortinas. No sabía el efecto que la predicación de la profecía estaba teniendo en Betty.


Lo curioso fue que Betty era costurera. Ella podía coser cualquier cosa. Ella contribuyó a nuestro presupuesto familiar haciendo ropa para personas por contrato, por supuesto. Recuerda, Betty cosió un esmoquin para un chico.


Nunca pensé en por qué no teníamos cortinas, pero más tarde, Betty me dijo que no quería tomarse el tiempo para hacer las cortinas si nos íbamos a ir en el rapto tan pronto. Entonces vivimos en esa casa un año entero sin cortinas, solo sábanas colgadas sobre las ventanas, todo por el inminente regreso de Jesucristo para llevarnos al cielo.


Era joven. Todo era real para mí. Yo creía cada palabra de la Biblia. ¡Todavía lo hago! Estudiaba mi Biblia durante horas todos los días. Esperábamos plenamente que Dios hiciera lo que dijo que haría.


También les decía a los jóvenes de esa primera iglesia que teníamos que memorizar las Escrituras. Les recordé que muchos creyentes en Rusia y China no tenían acceso a la Biblia. Esos cristianos perseguidos amaban sus Biblias. Memorizaron la Biblia.


No sabía mucho más aparte de las cosas que oía decir a los predicadores. Todavía no había podido viajar casi a ninguna parte del mundo para verlo por mí mismo.


Leí acerca de iglesias enteras que tienen solo una copia de la Biblia. Leí que cada uno de ellos se llevaba una página de la Biblia a casa durante una semana y luego la traía de vuelta y la intercambiaba por otra página.


Les conté a los jóvenes sobre las reuniones clandestinas secretas de creyentes donde no había libertad religiosa. Decidí que experimentaríamos servicios así en nuestro pequeño ministerio de jóvenes.


Así que les pedí a todos que memorizaran toda la Biblia que pudieran. Vinieron a la iglesia y nos reunimos en el sótano. Alternaron sus tiempos de llegada. Nos reunimos a la luz de las velas. Debían entrar en silencio. Cantábamos en silencio. Compartimos versículos de la Biblia en silencio. Oramos y predicamos en silencio por temor a que el gobierno nos arrestara.


Cada joven compartió un versículo que había memorizado para que todos pudiéramos escuchar de la Palabra de Dios. Oramos. Nos escapamos de nuestra reunión y nos fuimos a casa.


Fue divertido. Impactó a los jóvenes con la importancia de aprender y memorizar la Biblia. Les hizo orar por los cristianos perseguidos en todo el mundo.


Cuando finalmente comencé esa primera iglesia, ahora era el pastor. Podía hacer lo que había hecho como director de jóvenes con toda una iglesia. Tontamente decidí dejar que mi nueva iglesia de adultos experimentaran lo que sería servir a Dios en países comunistas que odian a Dios.


Así que en una semana de reuniones que estábamos teniendo. Les conté algunas de las historias anteriores. Ellos los disfrutaron.


Recuerde, esto es 1977 o principios de 1978. Hablé con algunos jóvenes de mi ministerio anterior. Les pedí que vinieran el viernes por la noche. Les dije que trajeran armas, usaran máscaras, irrumpieran en el servicio y me maltrataran.


Iban a ser los comunistas interviniendo el servicio de la iglesia. Ahora te he dicho repetidamente que necesitaba un mentor. Solo un idiota hubiera hecho lo que hice. Tengo 68 años y sé que era tonto, pero quería despertar a nuestra gente sobre la importancia de la Biblia y la adoración, así como el hecho de que muchos cristianos sufren persecución.


La gente en esa primera iglesia era gente común. Eran buenas personas, pero claramente abusé de ellos.


Todo terminó en 2 o 3 minutos, y luego prediqué sobre ser perseguidos por nuestra fe. Nadie se fue, pero había una frescura tranquila en el aire.


Al día siguiente, sábado por la mañana, mientras visitaba a toda la gente de la iglesia, la gente me regañó duramente. Varios me dijeron que no tenían intenciones de regresar a la iglesia. No querían ir a la iglesia donde podrían salir lastimados.


Les dije que todas las armas estaban vacías y abiertas. Un tipo dijo, casi salté de mi asiento y los golpeé. Iba a golpearlos en la cabeza con una silla plegable. Otros dijeron que nunca habían oído o visto algo así. No volveré.


Después de horas de conversación, no perdí a ningún miembro o asistente. Me disculpé profusamente y les dije que había aprendido la lección. Quería darles una lección, pero yo mismo había aprendido una.


Fue divertido que la reacción dada fuera que no serviríamos a Jesús ni iríamos a la iglesia si eso significaba arriesgar nuestras vidas. Ese había sido el objetivo de todo el ejercicio.


Ahora sabes que hay varias lecciones aquí.


Necesitamos aprender la preciosidad de la Palabra de Dios y la adoración. Lo tenemos fácil. Nos gusta la adoración fácil.


Si nuestro gobierno nos dice que no adoremos, cancelaremos rápidamente los servicios de la iglesia y no nos reuniremos.


Gracias a Dios, los muchos creyentes en los países comunistas corruptos están dispuestos a arriesgarse e ir a la cárcel, a la pérdida de propiedad personal y al abuso físico para adorar y servir a Dios.


Esas personas pueden ver a través de las buenas razones del gobierno para que las iglesias no se reúnan. El susto del Covid demostró que muchos creyentes preferirían cerrar la iglesia antes que desobedecer al gobierno.


Debemos apreciar nuestra Biblia y aprender y memorizar todo lo que podamos.


Debemos estar preparados para manejar la persecución si vuelve. Ya ha sucedido en nuestra historia. Nuestro pueblo, el pueblo de Dios, ha sufrido antes debido a la supervisión opresiva del gobierno y lo volverá a hacer.


Jesús viene pronto. Es hora de volver a predicar la profecía y estudiar lo que la Biblia tiene que decir sobre el regreso de Cristo.


Demasiados hoy en día han regulado la escatología (el estudio de los últimos días, el regreso de Cristo) como una doctrina sin importancia. ¡No es para ser enseñado y en realidad muchos "creyentes" se burlan de él!


Necesitaba un mentor. Nadie ha hecho nunca más estupideces que yo. Nadie ha cometido nunca más errores. Fueron hechos con un buen corazón y una cabeza vacía.


¿Ayudarás a los jóvenes a ser todo lo que Dios les ha llamado a ser?


Estoy completamente preparado para que te rías de mi ignorancia e ignores las lecciones que podrían ser aplicables en esta historia. Verás a un joven predicador tonto que yo era, pero no verás que había algunas grandes verdades en lo que estaba tratando de hacer.


Piensa en estas cosas. Permítales iniciar una discusión.


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